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03 May 2008 @ 03:26 pm
Today I celebrate my birthday…
…and last night I had two wonderful dreams about how the party could be ruined!
My imagination loves me!
It's been 11 years since I organized something for my birthday (and the last one was pretty boring for me. A lot of people came, but I really don’t recall any happy memory.).
To tell the truth, I never loved my birthday that much nor I felt the desperate need to celebrate this day. Yet, there’s one thing I truly appreciate: I love when people say “Happy Birthday!”, silly as it sounds.
So, why did I change my mind?
My friends blackmailed me. ♥
Those two sweet, sweet girls told me that they would have organized something for me if I didn’t have planned to celebrate my birthday. They perfectly knew I would never let them pay for my own party in my place.
So, here I am, waiting for my non-birthday (because the real one is on Monday), hoping that everything will be alright, so irrationally afraid to hear my mobile phone ringing –it could be a bad news, of course!-…Aww, I know…this is not the real me. (?)
I’m just a little bit paranoiac at the moment.

Please, ignore my mistakes, I’m currently unable to think properly.

You’ll hear from me again…later…If I survive.
Aww, how much melodramatic am I? The new drama queen is back!
 
 
Mood: anxious
Music: Damien Rice - Grey Room
 
 

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Silvia
24 December 2007 @ 11:27 pm
Hello *feels ashamed*,
I just wanted to say I'm still alive, in case anybody was wondering why they haven't heard anything from me in ages.
[info]the_sunri  jokingly asked me where I always disappear (sorry if I haven’t answered to your comment! ;_; There was a black out while I was replying, then I thought to rewrite the answer as part of this post), that is a damn good question.
I need to find a plausible excuse, then!

Above all, I was too busy trying to go through this trimester: evil!school is the main reason why I disappear so often. Honestly, I’ve got a good memory and it doesn’t take me too long to learn whatever I’m studying (except for my beloved math, where I know I will probably never fill the huge black holes in my basic knowledge. XD;). However, whenever I spend even a little time studying, then I strongly need to run or walk for a long, long time (dear [info]indelible_scars , you know it too well, don’t you?). Those are the only activities that really relax me. As a consequence, my spare time left isn’t that much.

Furthermore, the last months were really mad intense (this time I won’t say I’ll explain everything later ‘cause I never do that when I say I will, I’ll just keep it in my mind! *crosses fingers*).
Tiresome and sometimes hard, but I lived some of the most beautiful moments of my life: I’d gladly live them again, if I had the choice.
I have nothing to complain about and I really can’t find the words to express how grateful I am. I don’t think I need words, anyway.

Now, I want to wish you all a wonderful Christmas!
May this day be joyful and serene like it should always be.

Merry Christmas!
 
 
Mood: loved
Music: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
 
 
Silvia
20 August 2007 @ 10:46 am
This is a special post for a “certain someone”, the same “certain someone” who wrote a similar post for me, three months ago. She –because we’re talking about a she- made me truly happy then; little things like these can light up your day.

Happy Birthday, Chibi!
I wish you all the best! <3

And look forward to your –late- present! (Well, maybe not so much. It probably won’t be how I’d like it to be, but I’ll do my best anyway!)
 
 
Mood: cheerful
Music: Utada Hikaru - Sanctuary
 
 
Silvia
14 August 2007 @ 12:59 pm
I’ll be back soon
Just to let the world know this funny girl is still alive

This post will be edited and updated properly asap, I promise.
I’ve got a lot to say, but I’m spending my summer vacation in the countryside near my home town, where there's not a good internet connection. To make a long story short, I enjoy doing outdoor activities. I’m the typical hyperactive girl who can wake you up early in the morning just to make you climb the beautiful woody hills nearby.
Ask poor Sara! XD

I wish you all a truly wonderful summer vacation!
 
 
Mood: hyper
Music: American Hi-Fi - Another Perfect Day
 
 

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Silvia
Hello *waves*, I wanted you to know I’m still breathing and walking on this ground. More or less. This ashamedly short post is not the one I was supposed to write (same old, boring excuse), which was instead “I’m too lazy to post”, for a brief period of intense lethargy, at least. I actually planned to talk about my school trip, that I enjoyed a lot (Paris is so beautiful ♥, forgive me if I’m trite, but it’s true XD), about my laziness attacks, that are driving me crazy, about the most random stuff that came to my mind, but…I deleted the document by mistake. Again. I’m so absent-minded. ;_;

In the meantime, I changed both the layout and the user info header. The first one is a way too simple, bare, cold, monochrome and…I could keep criticizing it forever, I’m kind of fussy. XD; I got tired of the old image, so this layout will be here until I find some time (and will) to make a better one. I like the current user info image though, not because of Roy & Riza, but… because of Roy & Riza. XD; I’m so predictable. The quote is from the beautiful “Name”, the first Goo Goo Dolls song I’ve ever heard. It’s not one of my very favourite songs, but it’s surely one of those tracks that give me a strong feeling of melancholy, like a sad memory. I love this kind of atmosphere.

And, awww, I’m pretty nervous. Ok, I’m nervous and worried. Tomorrow is the day. No, not the judgement day, just my birthday. XD; This makes me happy, obviously, but tomorrow I also have an important oral Greek test and I still have to study about, mnnn…66 pages, I think. Oh, well, my brain works better at night. Moreover, I really needed a break. I’m dead tired.

Anyway, it’s time for me to get back to study! *sighs*
I leave you another quiz I took, the results are amazingly detailed, I love it. <3


 
 
Mood: nerdy
Music: The Fray - How to Save a Life